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Pull it, stretch it or cry over it, life doesn't stop, it never would. You just have to keep on walking, run instead. The world will never wake up to your inner thoughts, its empty and numb, but still, it's all that you have, the 'utopia'.
For once life's all hunky dory, you pull out all the residual volume of air in your lungs to scream out in happiness, your heart's jumping like when on that top most point of a giant wheel, your stomach groils in bliss.
And the very next moment, you're stuck. Caught in a very dark room, all your light has betrayed you, and you're incapable of producing any of your own. you see nothing, rush to find an edge in a panic where you can desperately bang a wall to get out of there, but, just as you keep moving the wall keeps disappearing. Just the darkness that never ends. You finally fall, tired, but learn to live with it. Adapt.
No one wll ever be back, your universe has collapsed, the soul will crave, but those connections you'd formed-of nakedness, are broken, forever. At times, the smile you fake will be gone, at times, people will sense the fear, it won't change a thing.
You move with the gloom, shake, tremble, howl for someone to be there...but the world is real...no happiness ever after..

OInk Oink!!!

We're making a BEETLE ROBOT...its just a techie li'l thyng dats gonna move..still dnt noe how:D..but its fun..nd so much more preferable 2 studying ! I'm anoder science student burried deep under dose 4 inch thick buks...but i dnt stay der 4 long..i wud've luvd reading dose had it nt been 4 sum examination every1's crazy abt...y is dat every pcm kid so obssessd wid iit?...bugs d hell outta me!..
seeing dis li'l robo (sorta) move wud b such pleasure:)...
ironically, doing d most useless stuff in dis world pleases u d most...coz dats d true worth of it..
I am luving itum!!:):)

HeYo!:)

Hello everybodyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:)
This is Shefali Shewaramani...finally i came outta my confynd li'l world..'ve been using dis thyngie as me journal...lets do sum real blogging...ohk..i noe dat if u dnt noe me..dis is pathetically disinterstinggg!!!!!!!!!!...but..hu cares?..
I'm a regular adoloscent..(mostly)..weird mood swings...crazy thoughts ...luv for tom cruise..nd a hope to earn a hell lotta money sumday! (but d saintly syd of me olso keeps a dream of establishing an orphanage.:D.angelic..isn't it? ;)..
I'm a 5 ft tall ugly li'l girl hu lyks popping her head out of dat fast moving car to feel d cool wind over her face...n give goosepimples not 4 d cold..but d exhilaration. luv d feel of dose raindrops tickling my skin while i smile in d cold breeze or spreading my hands out n shouting in a 100 kmph two-wheeler ride..heavenly ,isn't it?
And one day i'd luv 2 go...SKATINGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...fond of it since d day i cud undrstand wat ws it...but i never bought skates..can't ever noe y...but d 1st thyng m gonna buy wid my own salary will b a pair of skates..(i luv d thought:)..)
I sketch nd paint which is mostly appreciatd perhaps on account of being shown 2 ppl hu luv me:P:P..but watever it be...at tyms i just luv it..u noe...drwa wid my soul...tyms wen u dnt wanna do nethyng else..just paint..but still i dnt lyk taking it up as a profession..den it'll b'cum a materialistic necessity, a compulsion..i'd prefer keeping it as d language of my soul..wow!..spiritual:D..
And i olso write poems..not very often, but i do...nd dey 2 r appreciatd on same accounts:)..(ha! i luv dese ppl)..
AAAAAAAAhhh yes!!..i olso do sing!!!!..n m highly discouraged:)...my singing is barely differentiable from croaking:D....but still i luv 2 sing...nd i make good raps..i bet!

so...i guess dats it..n yeah i olsoo do luv very intensely..u noe d rare ppl i luv...
buhbye..
have a greaaaatt tym ..:)